Modern-tree

Not a shoulder to cry on,
A shoulder to support.
Here I am in your lives being,
The 'Modern-tree'.
Facing the sun, rain, reality,
Taking over to spread a smile.
It's in your hands,
My power to interpret,
But pick a part.
Let me in to occupy your mind,
let me spread some light.
Let me a shoulder to support,
Not only to cry in distrust,
Let me light in yours and mines.

De-pression: bottled up emotions

Controlling one's emotion is really a difficult task and sometimes impossible. If everyone doesn't believe in God or any higher being, they surely believe in love and everyone wants love. For people who like to express, it's just a train-wreck in their mind if they don't express. Expressing your own self in any way is healthy. Express through any art or anything which is positive. The basic aim for getting out of any hurt or depression is to express yourself that describes you best. Express in a way that you find a sudden peace in your heart,body and mind; on further level find a connection between all the three. Everything seems to hurt and you don't even want to get up to even brush your teeth. The sad notes have really sunken in your heart. Well if you don't feel like doing anything then repeat the scenarios in your mind again and again till it hurts and you weep; but please don't be in reach of anything harmful. If crying and weeping doesn't help then put rubber bands where u feel like hurting or write with pens on that body part, some even can release pain with rock music. The ultimate aim is too let those troubling emotions out of your own body. The seven deadly sins also include sloth (Christian reference). It is difficult to uplift your own self and you feel that the world did so wrong with me and i need some prince charming or mother's lap to ease and relax. Well if you have those then you are super-lucky, go there and relax. If you have love in any form you are lucky, just talk to them. And if not then don't worry there is someone who can always be available...ping me here before thinking of hurting yourself. To letting out your emotions is challenging; in our schools and colleges, we were never taught about heart and soul, which is an important part of our existence. We all know the brain and mind matter, how to do stuff but other than that we are clueless. Peer-pressure, suicide by any reason, addictions of any kind : all have link to our ability of not gathering confidence and peace within oneself, be it an extrovert or introvert. Well in the end of this not so clear post, I am just trying to say that let your emotions out in a healthy way and if you can't do that or are too afraid then ping me here and I will reach you asap. Have a good time in burning those extra unhealthy emotions and finding peace. :) Please smile (even if it's a fake one :D ) take care.

De-pression, be crazy to read just once

There are many phases in a person's life when they feel beat and down. At this moment, one tries to find that one person who will save them. Well everyone needs that extra edge for life to live to the fullest. In this era of advanced technology, a person can connect and disconnect so easily that we are loosing the essence of nature: both on the outside and inside. Our greatest scientist known "Einstein" was a great musician also, not sure but he used to play violin. He was intact with his own inner self and the nature that he was at peace. That lead him to find him what he was curious for and also the great,  "e=mc square and gravitational laws" and other informative discoveries were done. All a person has to do is find their peace and work towards it for living a meaningful life. Life can be looked with many instances; we all are travellers, we all are like sand, we are creation of the holy spirit or evolution has made who we are today. Anything can be said but it aches my heart to see that we have stopped evolving or rather the positive energy, we put out negative energy. When did we became a non-thinking animals, though we have every capabilities with a beautiful heart and mind. We all have developed and have forgotten our soul,mind to evolve. We use our brains and people who are just unaware seem to be hurt and down. We all go through the hurt and can't think at all. Do we want to just get up and work and that's it for spending our lives? The biggest fear of anyone should be lack of passion. Passion eliminates and also brings to substance for our lives. No matter where you are, whoever is reading this, there is one person who breathes so you can live and that is you, yes you beautiful reading this. It's a crap to say but I guess if we don't love ourselves then how can we expect others? First be interesting, enjoy your own company then share it with someone. I know it's hard to be down and many, yes a he'll lot times you wish someone would come and save but if there is anyone who can save it's you and I'll be here to help. Next up: some tips which will be tried and tested by myself. Tips are there for individuals but not a hard and fast rule. Well hope I can be of any assistance to  anyone and trust me no problem is crazy enough to die or can't be sorted and you are crazy enough to rock this world.

Meet

In a distant dream, 

In a distant way,

In a distant view,

Distantly we met.

With a game,

With a board,

With a mind,

And we meet.

Coming with a plan,

Coming with a decision, 

Coming with spirits, 

Coming we meet.

In every way,

In every path,

In every birth, 

We meet to drift apart. 

Questions

Why is it so difficult for people to speak?
Are you afraid to mess-up,
Or you don't value your opinion,
Maybe you are down and broken.

Why would people play games?
Are the bored of chess-board,
Or lack some vision: what ought to be,
Maybe try going with relax mind.

Why not pursue passions rather than hatred?
Are the green-paper not enough still,
Or the sub-ordinates not enough,
Maybe rat-race made you loose your soul.

Why not to work hard and right?
Are you afraid to live fullest in this life,
Or joy is not your cup of tea,
Maybe we all are waiting for another life to start.

 

Relation-ends

When a relation ends,
Back in our mind,
We remember the love
Or the ill-deeds?

When a relation ends,
Do we linger-on?
Receiving or giving
Sides decides that.

When a relation ends,
One is breathless.
Reviving or closure,
Just provide the breathe back.

When a relation ends,
I guess, we all miss.
In the past or future,
With hope we all are pessimist.

Samy

Dear Samy! I know you love me,
Don't come closer,
My beak is red now.

Don't come closer my excited fear,
For you can see my depression.

I Love Shiny night, not the black sky.
Oh Samy! what you'll understand
Because you have just heard my tears.
Never seen my actual
Emotional pain out sunning the physical hurt.

Oh Samy! I love you,
Entangle me in your love web.

School Days

The school seems to be different today...
The bell,peon seem to be so good today
MY LAST DAY of the school
The joy of leaving the school,the sadness of leaving the school
Tears & smile on the same face
This has been my arena & my parent somehow

The school seems to be different today
The bell,peon seem to be so good today
Friends n teachers will go away 
With the love settling in my heart 
They taught me the values of life 
They taught me how to be nice

The school seems to be different today 
The bell,peon seem to be so good today 
Tick Tick the times going and everyone is joying 
Meeting the pals gals it's a fun 
Cause we are now to hail our memories of the time we sailed 
The school seems to be different today 

The bell,peon seem to be so good today 
Going from the school entering to a new world 
We all are going to miss the school and the joy to enter the college
Will forget our sorrow of departure from school

Little Baby

 You told me, “don’t cry my little baby cause everything will be just alright.”
 Your words were the thing to make me move....
 I was your ba-by & you treated me like one,
You made me feel myself when I went insane.
 It’s just never been about me,
 So nothing could impress me
 Now I can say in jumbled words 
 Your li..ttle baby remembers you & thinks what you
 Said, “don’t cry my little baby cause everything will be just alright”
 ... "If you knew you couldn't fail at something, then what would you really want to be doing with your life?"

But I never want to be a fair man’s queen,
Having the perfect normal life is never my agenda.
Security is for prisoners or available mentally,
Life without a change was never made for me.
This smile and eyes will never woo for security,
But the making me a transform will.
In your arms with a cool starry night,
Finding the constellation of our lives,
I’ll be committed to have my freedom......

Smile

Smile lost like gold coins.
Please bring back the reason,
Of everlasting smile.  :)

Let each day be a test,
No day for my result.
No more reason,
Just to make me amuse me:
Where I went wrong this time.

No more that day to show me
My mentor's angry face.
No more that day...

Nature

Our mother nature is,
Who shows the way like a sun.
The trees are,
Which makes us feel like a paradise.
The chirping bird again,
Makes us young as a child.
It makes a person feel,
In the hands of loved one.
Nature is priceless,
Like love,
It is a beautiful gadget,
For your child.
God forget us 
We sin for with closed eyes 
Have, what a beautiful scenery 
Is being Destroyed.
Now we Know 
And will make it like a paradise  
For this nature Is only Kohinoor with us.

Science,Astrology

Study, the thing not a prediction,
Oh! you're not helping me by making any advance.
It's you making me want
Strangle in a web of illusion.
Science can cure but can it!!!
Prevent before it's cured.
Science, astrology can combine
To form the real person,
Just not the clothes for our soul.

Review: This Means War

"THIS MEANS WAR" ,two hot and charming spies fight for one woman. The woman is an independent, business, family oriented and in one-word Ready to be a fantastic wife but is afraid. The guys are boys on outer but a man from inside. What a straight forward story...must be boring but the twist and the main element in the plot is of the guys being undercover-partners and best-friends. Fighting with a person whom you know like your own self creates magic, showing the thin line between hate and love.
An American romantic-comedy with background story presenting the thrills of life plus finding THE ONE. A must see to get relaxed and enjoy the lighter side earning some tricks as to how to vow a girl. A pleasant watch :) Hope you enjoy the movie :)   

Travel: mind and earth

We all are travelers in our lives, from cradle to grave. With many checkpoints known as accomplishment of having certain grades, job, lover, friends, family etc; one travels in their minds on this earth in their daily schedules. Though our reasons for traveling may differ but like every living being we move with certain speed from cradle to grave. Only humans are the only being known to use their minds in combination with bodies, so we can say we travel our journey at least twice: in mind and on earth. The start of anything new can be our new voyage with or without companion.

Our mind is faster than the laptops, computers, phones and other electronic devices we have, yet what an irony, we use them daily like we breathe. Searching for a-z at our commands these gadgets are but in real we are depending on their search due to the worldwide platform availability. Beauty and the beast, contains in our journey equally. Mental journey with someone is what everyone is searching but rarely people achieve. The context is that we all strive to travel with that someone special but on our mental scale i.e intellectually the chosen few are aware. for everything important in our lives we have a mental image settled as what, how, why and when to achieve. Mental image is necessary to for-look the future outcomes and back-up plans if necessary. Alone is this journey being taken for the tenure of our life. This journey can be also seen as our journey of soul, meditation is one of the means to do that. The more we observe, grasp and settle with our mental journey in a calm environment is the key to possible training of mind. For if we have to travel, one has to adapt a training for the unknown outcomes. Disciplining our minds is a must to be successful in any journey of mind. For the mind strength is a large factor of earthly journey.

The Earthly journey is exploration of the world made by GOD, maybe for punishment as Adam and eve, for mankind; this creation made out of any cause is wonderful if seen with a focused mind. Dedication is required to go through any journey. On a cruise, in desert, on a hill-station; with a loved one all the journey are wonderful and hopeful, symbolizing the positive and hopefulness in life. Everything that exists is boundary-less, if we have 'the one', may it be friend, lover, parents etc; the one gives an added elements to be the extreme and fills us with a zeal. With someone to share your journey, mental energy and mental usage is divided and extremely powerful.

If taken the travel is to be done alone, mental, physical power and energy in a person is to be strong enough to sustain anything. Energy from within is the prime source of enjoyment of any travel as we see the beauty and the beast with help of views of our gadgets in an outcome of our own mental presentation. Travel with a happy and positive observation is powerful from within, it let's us taken-in some of spell-bounding experiences in our busy lives to give us the constant energy to strive for our hard work.

       "Like we bath daily to cleanse our body, we need motivation and inspiration to travel with power beyond our measures"

Traveling constantly is the one constant thing and the money of our breathe spent is one of the critical decisions of our lives, should only be done with no regrets and only enjoyment. :) CHEERS

Kabuli-wala

Little girl mixing with her toys,
The grass has recently cut.
With sun shining high,
There comes a Kabuli-wala.

O Kabuli-wala, brought my dress!
O Kabuli-wala, brought my tools!
Crooked in his smile,
Kabuli-wala brought smiles.

The toys are no joy,
O Kabuli-wala show me something amazing.
Pop from his potli came the joy,
Packet full of nuts, was her troy.

Dusty-hands, crooked smile,
Years after came Kabuli-wala.
All grown-up, in wedding-gown waited for her new toys,
Pop came the nuts, from hero of her joy.

Choose

You've been listening all the time,
Did anything touch your little heart?
It's all your left with are the memories,
So what you choose?

"If it's my world no one can,
Shower rose petals on you."
Are you afraid to die,
Or AFRAID to be apart.

You have to decide?
You can still feel the presence.
Is it that the love is written,
On the diamond in your head.

"If it's my world no one can,
Shower petals on you."
The tears don't flow, can't just let out.
It's just me or wound giving,
The reason to stop the flow of my pain.

The Dream

Oh yes! The dream is here,
Knocking on my door-steps again.
Breathing you as I,
Came on this earth.

Oh yes! The dream is here,
Knocking on my door-steps again.
Picking the pieces of life,
In my thoughts I'm complete.

Oh yes! The dream is here,
Knocking on my door-steps again.
In distrust, rage could make you see,
On a distant road, you are there my love!

Oh yes! The dream was here,
Desperate for a knock on my door-steps again.
The heart makes no sense,
For you can't live like this.

Why we became history!!!

I still miss those days .
that, hours of chatting .
fighting over little things.
late night talks .
sharing secrets .
weird dreams .
“being possessive” attitudes .
waiting for your texts .
watching your pics and texts over and over .
smiling for no reason .
trusting you blindly .
your hugs and kisses .
your innocent wishes .
and, now just having .
blank inbox .
no more “I love u” .
hours of loneliness.
unshared emotions .
late night cries .
heartbreaking secrets .
shattered dreams .
deleted memories .
fake smiles .
broken trust .
your nailed hugs .
your devious heartaches .
I don't know why i m still waiting for you..!

Relationship (communicate)

It's impossible once we connect with a person on every level. After all we are of the same kind i.e human. Connecting and expecting are mutual, also the main cause of rise or fall of any relationship. While being a child we learn good things but as we grow-up, we have to change our ideology of the good. And understand the realities of life while choosing what and in which way we want to live. Maximum everyone chooses unconsciously in our early stages of life believing with a zeal of conditiond never changing. Thinking with an open heart and mind is I guess what was called the utter-truth or gyaan by our ancestors. The first step in any relationship is to maintain one's own gyaan and accepting the other as they are, which in many cases is quite difficult. Relax don't forget other chours and relationships  in making just one relationship a success. Any relationship is built upon few basic rules but most important is communication. If you have problems with sibling or parents just try and say what's in your mind, let them know the other side of coin. At last the only worst thing will be mot having the relationship in life which is much less painful than any regrets. So speak, communicate, listen, understand instead of jumping to the conclusion. Remember listen to your own self also before you speak, being clear as what you are addressing will be an upper hand. Try with a relaxed and clear mind.

Those 5 days of a month....remedies to ease the pain

Those five-seven days in every month makes many girls act crazy, devilish. It is really tough when you have bad cramps and the body-aches like you have been beaten-up. Some may puke, some may cry, some may swear, some loose their senses. We all have gone through this pain when we don't like being a female at all. The symptoms and days vary from person to person but we have some home-remedies except the medicines prescribed by people or physicians.

1. have hot-water bottle under your back or on your tummy (with clothes on).
2. can tie anything warm around the belly like a blanket or shawl.
3. have hot water with honey or methi-dana (Fenugreek).
4. have our own desi gur or chocolates to help with mood swings.
5. be busy like you can walk excess when a cramp starts, the flow goes in 2-3 minutes.
6. watch good movies or cartoons, try being relaxed.
7. wear socks, it helps as feet catches the cold air and cold is not good in periods.
8. lay in sun if you can, warmth is friend of reliving the pain.
9. don't skip meals, drink juice, minimum water.

Well, these are all the tried and tested ways to ease the pain but few varies person to person. If you have any more ways do share :) . And have happy period days :)

School Days

The school seems to be different today...
The bell,peon seem to be so good today
MY LAST DAY of the school
The joy of leaving the school,the sadness of leaving the school
Tears & smile on the same face
This has been my arena & my parent somehow

The school seems to be different today
The bell,peon seem to be so good today
Friends n teachers will go away 
With the love settling in my heart 
They taught me the values of life 
They taught me how to be nice

The school seems to be different today 
The bell,peon seem to be so good today 
Tick Tick the times going and everyone is joying 
Meeting the pals gals it's a fun 
Cause we are now to hail our memories of the time we sailed 
The school seems to be different today 

The bell,peon seem to be so good today 
Going from the school entering to a new world 
We all are going to miss the school and the joy to enter the college
Will forget our sorrow of departure from school

Hey! LIFE

L-I-F-E, oh touch me.
Hey! life adopt me, teach me,
Living a meaningful life.

This life of mine is ALMOST dedicated to,
Spread the message, am I wrong here?
Wake me up life for eternity,
Don't make my moods a moon cycle.
Running with non-damagable like.

Hey! life just let me live,
My MEANINGFUL L-I-F-E, life.

 

If you never believe in yourself, you;ll never find the motivation to change your life for the better.

Adieu dreamer

The story begins with my last adieu,
Pissing u off was getting on my nerves. 
To the understanding gentleman
I wished adieu.
Amazed I was! 
the morning shall bring some ray, 
for my questions to stay. 
Deciding upon my dreams, 
to show the real fictional picture, 
we entered the plan. 
With the dreamers breathe going short, 
the understanding man put an end. 
Little did the dreamer felt, 
the dream had gone far away! 
Leaving and giving up, 
on the hopes for questions. 
Dream and dreamer shall live, 
but will they be united? 
without hate and only love with understanding. 
The dream has to decide, 
and take charge of the unknown not the dreamer.

Thought of the HOUR #02

"To live a creative life,
                        we must loose our fear,
                                                          of being alone."

Find something you're passionate about, and keep tremendously interested in it.

People are strange when you're a stranger, faces look ugly when you're alone, Women seem wicked when you're unwanted.

Anything that gets your blood racing, is probably worth doing.

Above all, bet he heroine of your life, not the victim.

You would be upset if someone stole something materialistic from you, yet you allow expectations to steal pieces of you, value yourself.

Genuine people don't come around too often. If you find someone real enough to stay true, keep them close.

Nothing ventured, nothing gained.

Thought of the HOUR #01

"If you BELIEVE in it,FIGHT for it."

"It's not going to be EASY,It's going to be WORTH it."

"Every artist,was,once an AMATEUR"

"Start doing things for FUN,start LIVING"

Be your own SAVIOR,travel the ROAD your heart desires"

"Hang on, IT will PASS"

Learning guitar with a begineer- 1

Knowing why are you so keen to learn guitar is an upper hand. If you like the music then you have to put alot of effort to play like any professional. If you have a guitar or are borrowing, make sure you are comfortable with it because it's going to be a life-long partner. I'm a right-handed player so the knobs having are on my left. The curve on the guitar sits rightly on my right thigh with my hands stationed comfortably. I use a pick to play, many people use their hands only. If the guitar is borrowed, make sure there is no huge gap between the strings and neck of the guitar. This gap depends from guitar to guitar, as being a beginner get it checked someone who has some knowledge. The gap can lead to some difficulties and further put your enthusiasm out for practice, which is the basic and most key in learning.

After you are done with checking and comfortably posting, put your pick between the thumb and first finger of your right hand. Many people use many positions, the basic thing to be kept is that one should have a firm and comfortable grip. The most thin string on the guitar is the first string and further second to six as we escalate. The divisions on the neck are frets which produces different kind of high n low pitched music.

I guess these are some basics one should know for now. Going ahead of theory, let's proceed towards practical. Left hand should be on fret board and right near or on the whole of the body. Keep your first left finger on the top of the neck in first fret of first string. Strum your pick downward i.e pick going towards the floor and then upwards with same positioning of left hand. Try this pattern till twelfth fret on first string. You have to adapt three patterns to do this
1. Down only.
2. Down and then up.
3. Up only.
These are basics and you can further add as you please, like down up down, down up down up etc. The basic aim is to make you comfortable with strings and get good hold on your pick n movements through the fret board.

Pointers:
1. The sound should be clear and play softly and easily.
2. These basics are bit boring but if you can master it, you have done half your learning.
3. Depending on your practice is the time you'll learn.

Up next: learning to play happy birthday :) till then practice and enjoy.

Guitar....let's fall in process from untuned towards tuned music

Guitar, who doesn't love that...hearing the music relaxes us in man ways. We all are musical b nature, may be it is in flow of water or like a military discipline. Scientifically, it is also proven that music helps us grow in many ways. The choices of our songs further directs the ways of our growth.
Girls are all ga-ga over a handsome guy who knows a tune or two and comes pretty handy to impress the ladies. On the other hand, boys going weak in their knees for a girl who knows guitar is pretty hard case to find here.
Apart form everything if anyone is trying to learn with passion and are really dedicated it is pretty easy to learn. Only the determination and zeal with hint of motivation is required to learn anything, do any job in this whole wide world. If you want to learn, go get up and borrow any guitar if you can't buy one. We all have that one friend or relative who owns one but is too busy to play it. Habit is the key to perfect if one is learning for something or someone. I started to learn in order to impress my sister more and have some me and her time again. Well the aim was not enough per say. I borrowed my brother's guitar and I won't practice without any motivation in addition the tunes were not as I hear in songs. Discouraged, but to add the zeal every day, I set an aim and try to achieve. For a thing, undertaken with sense of love for our loved ones is enough in order to achieve many mile-stones. Constant practice, dedication...no matter what one's aim or pushing effort is, these two are a necessity. A learner myself, would try to post how to learn and I do teach my fellow students so if anyone is interested you can follow this blog or can contact me. Would love to have company on this fine journey of playing as fantastic as slash one-day maybe :)
-My all learning experiences regarding guitar dedicated to my sister :)